| I guess I am a little more sensitive than I always thought I was.
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| I had a very good day Friday, so I'm going to write about my day for once.
I went to class and walked home. Nothing big. Took MUNI and BART to San Bruno Bart where Jason was waiting for me. While leaving, he decided he wanted me to practice driving his car so he parked in the Target parking lot in Tanforan. I practiced for a little bit and got into third gear and stalled only a couple times when going into neutral at a stop then going back into first and moving. After a while, my legs started to cramp so we went into the mall and Jason ate. Some random guy went up to Jason and asked "Excused me, are you Leonardo  DiCaprio?" (Major LOL) We left for Daniel's house and began helping him and Hilary paint the apartments that his new tenants were about to move into. We painted already white walls, white. However, they were SHINY white walls. They had to be FLAT white walls. In the process of painting a ceiling, I clumsily managed to step in a bucket of paint and got white pain all over my socks and jeans so I washed off my feet, took a pair of Daniel's socks and painted the flat white walls in the bathroom, shiny white with Hilary. Chris came and after everything was done, Daniel cleaned up while me and Jason and Chris were sitting in the living room on the floor talking. I cracked Jason's back and he tried to do a push up with me on him and this resulted in him giving me a horsey ride. :) We went inside and I talked with Hilary for a bit while Daniel got ready and we left for Costco to buy the movie tickets and then Tanforan again. We wanted to see the Fast and Furious at 830, but they were sold out so we wanted to see the one at 915 which was also sold out. So we settled for 10. Jason and I got some food while Daniel, Hilary and Chris waited in line. When we got back, they went to get food. Then we went inside, got the best seats, and watched the movie which was really good. Then I went home at around 1230am which I haven't done in a while. Long day. Good day. I haven't had a day that awesome in a long time.
I especially haven't had such a fun day like that with Jason in a long time. It's good to know that things are still great. Almost a year and still going strong. He's still not annoyed with me. :P
I feel accomplished. I ran Tuesday, went to the gym on Wednesday, played WiiFit for an hour and a half on Thursday, walked home from State and painted 3ish rooms on Friday. I am on my way to a lighter, healthier, skinnier me. :)
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| i haven't written in here for a while. i really should. i say that all the time, but i never really listen. haha.
i swam today. it was awesome.
i like smelling like chlorine and lotion. :) especially if it's olay moistruizing lotion. it's great.
i lost my voice today. no idea how. i cleared my voice one minute and the next it was all raspy. weird.
i'm tired.
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| there's less than a week left of winter break for me. and it amazes me how little i was able to spend time with jason over the month i had off. i'm tired of sneaking around. i want to be able to spend time with him in the daylight, and whenever i want. i want to be able to go away with him for a couple days. i want to be able to spend the night with him more often. i want my parents to like him. i want them to approve of him. i want them to ask if he's staying for dinner. i want to be more sure about what's going to happen. i want to know that things will be okay.
i just want to be with him.
but i guess we don't always get what we want.
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